Night Differential

Last night i had a difficulty in sleeping i don't know, i used to be like this every time i do not have work. Actually i had a work sched last night it so happen that i did not report because i have my friends summer outing today friday at Pansol its a reward for us batch mate in Wyeth who have done it One year of service (naks). The title of this post is a Journey that still at the age of this mine I'm longing for what really could make me happy. all i want is a simple life, simple family someone to care for me, to have someone to love me but i can't find it maybe the answer is that i don't really know who i am or this is because of what had happen to my own family, the settings, the tragedy that came into my life looking back. right now to tell the truth i am happy when i had a work because i have somebody to talk to or to mingle with because when I'm at home i couldn't sleep until i got drunk even at least two bottles or if I'm not drunk at least to kept myself drowse because of PC games so that i could sleep well. Hay buhay sometimes i don't know what to do. any way in mind maybe its good to post here my daily life but I'm not promising everyday task because of my work sometimes Pagod ako. I want somebody who can give me advice on how to improve my life.